Let’s live this moment to the fullest.
Ok, so I made a promise to myself, after I have graduated and got back to Malaysia, I would rest for AT MOST 2 weeks and would start looking for a job. I thought that I would not stand just hanging around the house doing nothing for more than that period of time. And yes, I thought right. The boredom did kill most of my brain functions until I couldn’t even decide whether I wanted to stay asleep or wake up in the morning.
So I tried applying for jobs here and there and most of the positions that I applied for are… ermm… let’s just say… don’t have any relation to the degree that I have earned in college. And that makes it difficult for employers to respond to my applications. Well at least that’s how I reasoned it so that I don’t feel so much like a failure. Bottom line, it has been more than 2 months since I got back in Malaysia and I am still unemployed and looking for a job.
And right now, I think my very adaptive mind is getting used to the unproductive days that I’ve had for these past couple of months that I feel fine just following my mom around every single day. While my peers are already training, some are working, some are interviewing for jobs, I’ll be at Carefour supermarket doing grocery shopping like mothers always do. That’s not really unproductive is it? Oh well, I would like to think of myself as the co-home manager for the time being.
But as I think about it, instead of feeling anxious about not getting any feedback from those bloody ignorant employers, let’s just enjoy the carefree moments that I have now! Because I’m telling you, reading all those shout outs on fb from my already-employed friends saying that they can’t wait for Friday to come so that they can regain the fun in their lives, hmm.. really made me feel like… postponing the effort of getting a job. Maybe I am not ready to work yet. Maybe.. next year would be the best time to start? =P We’ll see about that. I mean, heck! I’ve been studying my whole life with only few months break in between! Let’s give myself another break. =D
So yeah friends.. Just letting you guys know that I am always free if you guys need a friend to hang out with cuz again, if I’m not home.. I might be at any supermarkets near you. haha.. and this post my friend, is a product of my boredom for the night. End.
Please let my dear friends know that I am MISSING them TERRIBLY tonight. And if they are my true friends, they would know that this message is meant for them.